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Thursday, February 24, 2005
Why oooh Why
Did she ever leave and, go awaaaay. I see her face everywhere I go, on the streets, and even at the picture show. Have you seen her? baby have you seen her?
Have that song stuck in my head, they have a really good oldies station down here. Life has been busy, went to look at a couple of houses and they were both rejects. One was far too redneck, in fact I never actually saw the house due to a downed tree. The other was ok, but the land was in a strip maybe 50 yards wide and real long, not overly useful. Church has been ver good, but I missed bible study monday because I had the day off and spent all day thinking it was sunday, so tuesday morning was a bit of a shock :-(
I catch myself thinking that a girlfriend would be nice sometimes, maybe I'm getting senile or something, since for a long while I've thought its better to be single. Not that I have anything against girls, they're quite cute and hugable, I just have no luck with them. I think I freak them out and no one has ever bothered to tell me or something. I dunno. Besides the fact that the whole dating thing is one endless morass of self doubt and insecurity. Maybe I just don't like trusting that much, who knows. Add to that the fact that the kind of girl I'm looking for is very rare these days and it all adds up to a life of singleness, and here I am.
Anyway, thats enough of that, its time for me to go to bed.
Have that song stuck in my head, they have a really good oldies station down here. Life has been busy, went to look at a couple of houses and they were both rejects. One was far too redneck, in fact I never actually saw the house due to a downed tree. The other was ok, but the land was in a strip maybe 50 yards wide and real long, not overly useful. Church has been ver good, but I missed bible study monday because I had the day off and spent all day thinking it was sunday, so tuesday morning was a bit of a shock :-(
I catch myself thinking that a girlfriend would be nice sometimes, maybe I'm getting senile or something, since for a long while I've thought its better to be single. Not that I have anything against girls, they're quite cute and hugable, I just have no luck with them. I think I freak them out and no one has ever bothered to tell me or something. I dunno. Besides the fact that the whole dating thing is one endless morass of self doubt and insecurity. Maybe I just don't like trusting that much, who knows. Add to that the fact that the kind of girl I'm looking for is very rare these days and it all adds up to a life of singleness, and here I am.
Anyway, thats enough of that, its time for me to go to bed.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
So Using The Beatles is almost cheating...
Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band | |
| Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: | The Beatles |
| Are you male or female: | This Boy |
| Describe yourself: | The Fool on the Hill |
| How do some people feel about you: | Dear Prudence |
| How do you feel about yourself: | Getting Better |
| Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: | If I Needed Someone |
| Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: | In My Life (the song, not the title, I hope, if I ever find her) |
| Describe where you want to be: | Norwegian Wood |
| Describe what you want to be: | Glass Onion |
| Describe how you live: | I'll Follow the Sun |
| Describe how you love: | In Spite of All the Danger |
| Share a few words of wisdom | All You Need is Love |
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Paul Problems -or- Why does the cookie crumble?
There are two things that pose real problems to me and that I don't really have any way of dealing with. The first is purely personal and lies in the fact that as much as I would like to think so, I'm really not a self sufficient person. I love having people down for the weekend, or going to see people, and love being involved in small groups, but after they're over, and I have to go home by myself, or bid everyone farewell and walk back inside, I get really lonely. I guess thats all there is to say about that, I really don't see any kind of resolution for it. The second is much more important, and it is that I really suck at comforting people. All I can say is something like "it'll be ok" and hearing that doesn't really help anyone, cause I at least can't make it real for them. I always want to take the pain and fear and replace it with understanding... but its beyond me. Praying is the only thing I know of that can help, so thats what I do, but I wish more could be done.
In other news I'm looking for a house, this process should take aproximately forever due to my extreme pickyness and limited financial ability. I would appreciate prayers for guidance, actually I'd appreciate prayer for everything in this post.
Finally, the first sunday church service for The Quest (www.thequestonline.com) went extremely well. I think the spirit is on John (the minister) and he's a talented speaker to boot. Hopefully the following services will go as smoothly as this one did.
In other news I'm looking for a house, this process should take aproximately forever due to my extreme pickyness and limited financial ability. I would appreciate prayers for guidance, actually I'd appreciate prayer for everything in this post.
Finally, the first sunday church service for The Quest (www.thequestonline.com) went extremely well. I think the spirit is on John (the minister) and he's a talented speaker to boot. Hopefully the following services will go as smoothly as this one did.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Soul man
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You Are a Dreaming Soul |
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
